"When I wrote your name in the sky,the wind blew it away.

When I wrote your name on the beach, the waves washed it away.

When I wrote your name in my heart, it will forever be there :) "

You know how sometimes you have to be honest and open to yourself. Once and for all, you gotta stop lying to yourself. People say, relationships depend on two things : 1) your companion 2) timing. I've never believed that the magic of relationships will be depended on timing. All my life, I've always believed in willpower and that willpower alone will get you through everything. As the saying goes, "nothing is impossible." The same thing applies here. If two people have the willpower to stay together, who has an even greater power to destroy that strong, radiating willpower?

WHO?

Realitiscally speaking, to be commited in a relationship depends largely on timing.
So, that leads me thinking, who are we to think about falling in love and be committed to a person that you think you know? think, is the key word.

Earthquake strikes Japan without warning, why do you think the person you think you know will not turn his back on you and crush you? The same way the earthquake had crushed all of the Japanese.

Trust, can be easily manipulated,by those who intended to. So why bother putting trust on anyone at all. The moment you start to trust, you start to fall in love, and you start to lose yourself and your mind even. Really? It's a risky bet.

Nevertheless,I have betted in love. That, may have been the wrongest calculation of my life.

Why, haven't I given up? It's ludicrous. I'm laughing at my stupidity.

You know what, SCREW YOU. 

"those who fail to plan, plan to fail."

it's ironic, because when you plan something, more often that not, the plan fails you. Without me noticing, I have become this cold-hearted person who had broken his heart. Bumping into him today made me wonder, am I worthy of the happiness? No, definitely not, not after what I've done. and I dare not allow myself to believe that I am actually, falling in love. it is a complete disaster, and it's wildly ridiculous. How does one fall out of love and fall back into it in just a few months?

but i am, slowly, falling in love with you. and that was definitely, not the plan.

it's a dangerous zone, even I know it's a dead-end. but i'm trying to tell myself it's going to worth the pain, when everything that we share, comes to an end in 18 days time. :(

you guys just let me down.